Amar / 18 / some marketable skills
bro, i dont even care anymore. fuck it! *continues to try very hard*
(via slwsmmrdrowning)


she puts the weights into my little heart
past 24 hrs
Found a fast quiet road 10 miles from my house that does a long loop through swamps with tons of climbing and speedy 30+ mph descents.
Phone call from Adam that he’s here in Boston like magic
At work my lines are really long and fun and my friend shows me photos of the waterproof backpacks he’s been sewing and designing.
See Toby play one song!
Come home to a beautiful package from desert friend
My room is clean, the dirty dishes are washed, the moth-infested dried lentils are thrown out
Finals turn me into the most desperate and fearful person. It’s so nice to be excited and together and acting like life is happening for real now, not waiting for the results and the payoff later.
the more i go up the more afraid I am of the comedown